晶晶的那一天

星期二，

2010-08-11

天氣是：太陽高掛+晴

 在寫下這篇“看著擺在眼前，那張無人的椅子，我無法把視線轉開……”的英文版的文章之前，依照慣例，我得說些廢話。（笑）

我希望大家還記得關於這篇文的由來。不記得的話，請到這個鏈接http://jingjing93.pixnet.net/blog/post/31888255看看或回顧下。另外，我幫它想了一個標題——空椅子，英文就是——the empty chair。

其實，今天po的就只有這個文章。日記我懶的寫了。最近都很忙。考試又接近了，在九月。（哭）所以，我都在12點之前睡覺，隔天就是讀書的日子了。要適應這樣的時間表，等考完試後，我就會回到夜族的生活常態了。所以，祝我成功吧！

注意：這篇 英文版 的 空椅子呢，是經過老師的批改了。所以，還有什麼不好的話，就應該是我的故事章節關係吧？至於老師的評論是：there is a lot of feeling in the story. good work. be careful of your grammar.（也就是說：故事感觸，很好。但是要注意你的語病。）

所以，你們就當作看到上半段的話吧！“注意語病”的就忽略……（遮臉）

橫線之後，就是文的開始……

The Empty Chair

I just could not tear my eyes from the empty chair in front of me even though I tried hard to move my view from there. Her shadow started to show in my mind and I couldn’t remove it from my memories. It was painful and the pain not in words that could be uttered.

It was a sunny day, the sun was big and made me think that I was in a fire being. Waiting for someone who was late and being under the sun, I began to feel moody. A girl burst towards me from the opposite road after the traffic lights had turned green.

“Oh, I’m so sorry. Leo,” she murmured. She took a deep breath and continued, “Please forgive me!” she looked down and begged.

“Alright, it happened often,” I said. I passed her a piece of tissue and helped her take some stuff. She simpered and said thanks to me. Her smile always gave me the feeling of comfort. How could I be so bad and not want to forgive her?

She had long and black straight hair. The charming twinkle in her eyes always mesmerized me. She was a lovely, serious and hard working girl but sometimes she was like a child that was only three years old. Her name was Eve, my beloved.

“Why don’t you eat more? Isn’t the food nice?” I asked and felt worried.

“Just a loss of appetite,” she pushed away the food and smiled, trying to ease my worry.

That day was my last chance to date with her. Eve lied to me that she was sick, with cancer and in the most dangerous state. She acted as usual but I felt there was something wrong.

“Leo, if I die, will you still love me?” she mumbled and I could see something secret from her deep eyes that she didn’t want to tell me.

I hugged her as my answer.

“I love you, Leo. I love you,” she repeated. It was the first time I felt she was going to escape from me far away.

“Oh, God please don’t make this happened,” I prayed inside my heart.

Next day, I lost her contact. Even when I met her parents and friends, they were hiding from my questions. Day by day, I kept seeking her and finally one of her friends gave me a letter.

“Eve asked me to pass this to you,” she said and tried to calm her feeling from sadness. Then she left me alone at the café.

I opened the letter trembling and I read it till the end. My tears fell down from my eyes. The tears dropped on to the letter and the writing become fuzzy.

It was been three months since she passed through my life. I could get my life back as usual but only when I was fully occupied with works. Looking at the empty chair in front of me, I felt into a long and deep dream. Seeking inside the dream, suddenly Eve appeared front of me. She smiled and stretched out her hand. Looking into her eyes, again, she led me into the brightness.

When I woke up, I was in the hospital. I saw the worried faces in front of me, I smiled, “I’m back! And I’m sorry.”

When the worried faces heard my words, they cried and felt happy. I knew what has happened to my clearly. I looked after the sky, the sky was blue, and I smiled.

“Thanks, Eve, I love you,” I talked inside my heart. The wind blew slowly, it sounded like she could hear my voice from paradise.

She is still my angel, my beloved.